Thoughts

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I did not realize my perfectionism was affecting my parenting and relationship with kids so much. I also recently realized I might have anxiety (GAD) rather than panic in attack form. My tiredness, bowl movements, muscle pain and exhaustion might be dependent on this one thing.

I caught myself saying: It is so special to love someone without ever have seen them. I said this about pregnancy but it got me that it might be true for relationship with God as well. It's easy to understand the love and the relationship by having something to relate to. 

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